I thought that this class...all about crisis stabilization/interventions, self mutilation, and suicide would be difficult because of an overwhelming rush of memories or reliving this horrible situation that I've known. But its not, the hard part is the rationalizing, analyzing, and organizing as a clinician. Its the stories of clients as some separate outside force, that they are different, its us and them but I can't delineate that line. I feel like i am in a limbo in this situation