Ok so.... epic fail
The wedding I was attempting to get fit for came and went. I was as confident as I could pretend to be but now I am furious about my lack of commitment to my lifestyle change....I see the photos from the wedding and I am embarrassed about how my arms look and the sheer difference in how I look compared to LITERALLY everyone else. I am not proud of it, I come off as pretty confident but its easy to say you feel big beautiful sexy and confident so avoid admitting you feel gross on a daily basis.
I have help this time. Shawn and I are joining a gym together, I do not have a ridiculous time frame, I do not have a program too intense for me to keep up with, its just me trying to be more healthy. I have photos i am going to print off my computer that are particularly unflattering to remind me to stay focused and head-stronge. I want to be successful this time
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