good- Happily the program I applied to accepted me so now I can start applications to be a school guidance counselor, thats what the last post refered to. so, yay me! I would love to have a job and activity everyday that makes me feel useful and in at least a little way that i did something good with my day...
the ok is i got glasses, yes seacoast area you can relax i now have depth perception. I know my car well enough and all but the eye doctor was mad at me, i read 20/20 but can't see for beans far away. i guess the turning point for me was when i was in the car with mike and he laughed at a licence novelty plate and i was shocked he could read it. apparently he thought i should be able to see it too. now i have glasses (photo soon)
bad- i went to wheaton and had a great time with my ladies, Hi Mell, Hi Marie, Hi Caroline, Hi Lizzy Hi Marianne. the hard part was the seeing of the "dreaded ex" and all the drama that comes with it. I will be honest, i was nervous, scared, excited, terrified, and nauseous about the whole experience. on a more positive note, I have gone from being hurt to angry...what are the 5 levels of loss? denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance? i guess i am out of order or i am just not as far as i thought i would be. The experience in general made me feel all too old for the entire scene. I am not 18, I do not want to be at parties like that and I guess that shows a big difference in us I did not see until now.
well, off to work (:P.) can't wait for this weekend to hit up Portsmouth with Josh and photograph that sunset, photo of that soon too!
ps. I just heard an ice cream truck drive by...oh summer!
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