Life- continued

So goes the job hunt. I am turning in two application this week (so exciting) and I am hoping things work out well for me and all. I really want to get to a place where I can be saving the money I make with a little extra for fun and stuff instead of that ending up to be 1/2 since I don't make as much money as I would like. I am so excited about the prospect I have been looking up small homes and condos already. silly since they will all be long gone by the time I get enough money for a down payment and all but I can't help it.

I got to see Tanya the other day, YAY US! I miss her and since she moved back up North it is harder and harder to get together. She makes me smile and she is now engaged to Jon. Even though they have not been together too long I am making my best effort to be supportive. I told her my fears of them being together so short and they both listened to my worries, we have moved on, and I am nothing but supportive. I guess it is rough to see someone so in love and been dating for less than and year plan a wedding when I can't help but think how things can fall apart, like after 4 years or so...     :P

I just want to have fun now, there has been little but drama for a LONG time in my life and I feel as though taking a new stance on how to approach drama is a greatly important step... like discussing things and being open and honest about how you feel about something so the issue is not blown out of proportion later