Monday, April 13, 2009

I wrote this when I was about 16...


One day I turned around and had no idea how I got there

I saw my life and although it was mine, ‘pathetic’

Was all that came to mind

 

My friends are my attack, the one that pushed me off the edge

I try and pull things back, sort of together

And for all my tries, success is just a lack

 

Come and lift me away, please angel spare my thoughts

Mixing anger, betrayal, frustration and hate

There seems to be an emotion I can’t willingly manipulate

 

Oh sweet elixir, whether be the juice of Juliet or the sword of Joan

Help me find an escape merit to retreat, one of worth

I have asked for little and now then my sorrow is unearthed

 

Wrap me up, embrace me and swaddle me like I used to have done

Call me an adult and end the needs of a crazed woman close to  break

One day I will be better than this, and then I will bank on this mistake

 

So now I come to the divine inspiration of how and where to go

How alone must I be before they notice I’ve never really been here

At least it is almost over and the hand that watches the clock is near

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